Welcoming myself back into the world of Ana has been even more difficult and frustrating this time around than it was years ago when I was only an adolescent. It's so disappointing to know I was cozy and warm in Ana's arms and I gave it all up for what? for some comfort food and lazy days? It was not worth it, clearly. I was beginning to be able to bare my reflection in the mirror, I almost liked being naked in front of D. But now I cannot stand him looking at my body... Let alone me having to look at my body.
On the plus side new beggings are fair in the game of life, so here we begin chapter two. Hold on to your love handles girls, because I'll be running past you in no time.
xoxo, N.
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